Lis Princess World

hmm...

Thursday, November 5, 2009, 11:42 PM

zits popping out~

was telling JG that i wanna go facial asap!

then she says my face ok mah.. not as bad as i say.

aiyah.. it's e foundation and blusher doing e magic!

this Sun, die die also must go facial OR

i can't be a beautiful bridesmaid anymore.

i just wanna appear pretty that day

with lesser pimples so that e makeup can stay better.

today's fire drill is a waste of time.

even keith who is rather new in e co.

told me this is his 3rd time already.

haha... saw hui lin again after coming down.

last time in sec sch, also dun have much impression of her.

i dun know she's in e same course with WX in poly until today.

but nowadays, will get to see her more often.

was saying we shd plan smth in Dec!

yeah, i think we shd!

if nobody is gg to plan anything,

i think e next meet up will be in another decade.

no joke. keke!

aerobics class postponed till next wk

due to insufficient pple.

aiyoo.. half sian!

was looking fwd initially.

nvm.. hopefully by then,

more pple will sign up.

11:42 PM.
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just a call...

Tuesday, November 3, 2009, 10:59 PM

this morning received a call.

e familiar voice, e same old feeling;

but things are no longer e same.

how far can e conversation go?

i tried to stay nonchalant.

there's already a line to be drawn between us.

i can't even cross that line anymore.

so what if his conversations include

lame things like me pretending to be his ****

to get some staff discount,

he might find it funny,

but i'm feeling sick abt it.

I dun wish to say e truth but e truth is that

i wish things would have been e same.

current's mindset is that i really dun understand

what's e point of keeping in contact?

in e 1st place, i dun even believe that

a platonic friendship would exist.

e interaction or need for each other

already cease long ago,

it's been a one-sided thingy most of e time.

i just find that the conversations we have

are becoming more and more superficial.

seriously speaking,

who needs this?!

"so long didn't hear from u,

wondering how are u doing?

... i'm still e same,

busy working, no time, no life..."

didn't he told me earlier before?

"we are still v gd frens,

when u need me,

come and look for me,

i'll be around."

but i find that we're more of strangers

and if i'm holding on to the previous words

and i'm e only one looking for him,

when i face any challenges,

then how abt him?

did he ever look for me to tell me anything?

i doubt he need me as a fren in e 1st place.

it's only when he has ample time on hand,

waiting for bus like he claimed

after sending his bike for servicing,

he would rem that he has my no.

and decided to call me.

well... i think it's absolutely fake.

how abt another stupid qn asked?

"when are we going to have lunch?"

wth? u know we aren't gg to do that

anymore and u still ask.

*give up*

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Clean & Green Event

Sunday, November 1, 2009, 11:59 PM

When pple says that Singaporeans are very KIASU, how much do u agree with that? i dun think i've seen many real-life examples. maybe at most I can recall is when we take train, there'll be pple squeezing and pushing in all e way from behind. how abt e long hello kitty queue when pple know that it's limited edition and it's affordable? perhaps the other examples are not significant enough for me to rem.

Today, i've seen it for myself and there's no other word more suitable than this! There's a lucky draw towards the end of e event. Before giving out the lucky draw prizes, some games were played where volunteers were called upon e stage and they could walk away with great prizes. That one still not so bad. It's only when it's quizzes time! True/False qns, u will get some Philip vouchers (can't rem e figure) and u are supposed to raise up your hand if u know e ans and wait to be called by the host. WHO knows... e host haven't even complete e qn, already there's 4 to 5 pple running to the front of the stage and attempting to climb up e steps. There's an auntie who was more powered, she even tripped herself and fell on e stage. The host said in a humorous manner which goes smth like "cos u fell down just now, we will let u be e 1st to ans e qn". she didn't get e right ans but the audience helped her and she got it.

While giving out the 1st to 4th prizes to the lucky draw winners, something funny happened too. The lucky draw is for pple who recycle cans or pet bottles using the recycling machine. Each item can earn u a lucky draw chance. So I believe some pple have really LOTS to donate and they have collected a big stack of receipt. The no. on e receipt is very long, eg. 00103123. When e 3rd winner's no. was called out, e person took e big stack on receipt and went up e stage and still searching.. so meaning what? haven't cfm, already go up. nvm.. go up cannot see cos no. too small... called out to her frens and guess what.. u finally found e receipt and the no. was incorrect! Faints. i mean to me it's like, if it's not u, dun go up to e stage until u confirm. Some cute old folks even brought along their magnifying glasses to take a gd look at e no. haha.

Okay.. then they continued e puzzle games on stage after e lucky draw, cos there's still prizes to be given away. while e games were still going on, e host was saying we could get some jollybean/food vouchers at the table behind when we leave later. no hurry cos there's plenty of them enuff for everyone. WHO knows I heard pple heavy footsteps and when i turned behind, I could see a bunch of pple practically running for e vouchers! omg. *absolutely no comments*

(To be continued...)

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happy Sat!

Saturday, October 31, 2009, 11:52 PM

spent a day with Jee.

went to True Yoga to take a look

cos we didn't bring our workout gear,

so the friendly staff just bring us ard e place.

gone thru e details and all,

put in $20 deposit to secure a student plan package.

well, e choice is really up to me to decide.

monetary factor plays a big role in here.

here i am, trying to save so hard for a gd hol,

to sign up for some insurance plans;

there i am, always tempted to sign up for other stuffs.

biggest killer is facial and massage!!!

perhaps it's time to really think of what i need.

body combat, hot yoga, etc... are they really wants or needs?

all in all, I can see that Jee is really keen to take up e package,

to meet her goal in terms of promoting one's health.

for me, i've tried hot yoga elsewhere b4

so more or less, i know what it is like.

We were given a 2 wks pass to try out 3 trial classes

and we're gg to do it this coming Sat & Sun.

Since we can bring along our friends to come,

I've asked Jean to come with us and she agreed. whee~

Next, we took a bus from town to Suntec City.

MA was telling me abt the Carrefour fair,

got toys, cds and sports wear sales.

$9.90 for e yoga pants. but i couldn't find it!

i only saw those 2 for $10 pants/shorts for yoga as well

and not to my likings.

so i tot of gg inside Carrefour to take a look instead.

and tadah! i found another ultimate yoga foldover pants,

which I've tried on, it's so comfy and pretty!

i love e colour combination, it's purple at the foldover

and black for e pants itself and I dun even look skinny it in!

Best of all, it's only $7.90! gd deal!

that's all my purchase for e day but dunno why,

i felt so elated over it.

whoo~ next up! we walked over to Raffles City

and located The Soup Spoon!

Hahaha.. had 2 vouchers for a bowl of regular soup each,

that Keith and I gotten from e pink ribbon goodie bag.

normally when we utilize vouchers,

we will need to top it up with something,

but this round, it's absolutely free of charge!

u can choose from ALL the soup they have

and for those we goes there, u will know that

e regular bowl of soup's portion is relatively big

with lots of generous ingredients to go with.

We asked the staff to recommend us e soups,

and decided to get ourselves a bowl of Tokyo Chicken Stew &

Simon and Garfunkel Chicken and Mushroom Ragout respectively.

on top of that, we still need to have dinner,

so we shared a plate of roast duck wrap for $8.90.

that's all we paid for our dinner this evening. so cool!

it's Halloween! we can't be gg home so early?!

but why does it feel more like Christmas,

prolly it's bcos of e big X'mas tree at Suntec City's entrance

that made me feel that way, everyone's crowding in front of it

to snap pics awayyyy. =}

then no mood to go clubbing since we were already so tired by then,

we decided to chill out at TCC, at CityLink.

glad that Jee has e membership (*come back to this later).

Jee got herself a Green Apple Twist but they gave her Green Apple soda instead.. can be quite confusing huh.. maybe in terms of name..

but at one look, u'll know that smth is not very right when u expect something milky and smth transparent comes. lolz!

i ordered something that i tot would be safe like Fruitti Delight

cos I was abit too full by then to try smth heavy.

well well, at 1st sip was too sour for me,

but after stirring a few times, e taste was ok.

Still i tot i could have ordered other drinks

which i might like better.

Jee recommend me some mint coffee

but i nvr like taking coffee so i gave that a missed.

*Back to e membership earlier on,

she has gotten enough points to redeem

for free drinks this round or continue to

accumulate for next time if i'm not wrong.

Our dear Jee decided to make use of it

and redeem all her points,

which means we dun have to pay for e drinks.

woo~ so nice yeah!! ^^

hahaha... nice dayy spent as usual.

love u, my fren! =D

11:52 PM.
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updates~

, 12:33 PM

I hope I'll never deal with such person anymore but e reality is that it's inevitable. If e person happens to be ur MIL, ur boss or ur potential client, ur life will be tougher. If e person is just a walk-in customer, an acquaintance or someone whom u dun always have to work with, u can count that day itself unlucky. For this case, whatever this fella says is not substantial, all I can say is that I dun really have to bother much. a side note is that, i've done smth that i nvr tot i would do.

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Mmm...

Wednesday, October 28, 2009, 12:43 AM

Woke up early this morning at 7.15am. Kinda crazy bcos i've been slping late recently. no choice but to go to bank early to verify my thumbprint for 2 giro forms for e internet/hp bill and insurance as well. one stone kills 2 birds. great! once e door was opened at 8.30am, everybody just swarm into the bank and i still thought they were just queuing outside for e atm machine. i was among the last to go in and thank God i dun have to go to the normal queue but a separate one at the counter outside and i got it done in less than 5 mins and even reached office early. very rare!

Lunch presentation by Accor Hotels and namecards were exchanged. Halfway thru e presentation, e presenter from Grand Mercure Roxy Hotel was saying that for those pple who has her initial written behind her namecard would win themselves dining vouchers at Jia Wei Chinese Restaurant, famous for its Cantonese Cuisine. Whoo~ I was one of the winners and will be getting hold of e vouchers from them soon. Thinking of bringing mummy to go. =)

Was talking to Sis and Kor. Dunno how well I was being e listener and advisor but I think both of them really needs to spend more quality time with each other and to sit down to talk thru every single issue in their life. being a married couple, there is so much more to think abt. now it's not just u and me but with a kid, it's another commitment altogether. U need to handle everything in a matured way and be responsible for all u do. the stress level is so much higher. smth that we might not be able to understand until we reach that stage in life. i still wish them best in all that they do. pls persevere! life isn't a bed of roses and i believe that with each other's support, it would be easier to go thru e problems together and coming out of them stronger.

ZZZ.... slpy!! timecheck 1.27am! shucks~~

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updates

Monday, October 26, 2009, 11:59 PM

Saw this last Fri but too lazy to upload. Vivo was having a Xbox games fair. So many pple were crowding around. I was most interested in "The Beatles Rock Band" game. Imagine playing the guitar, drum and bass set and singing along like a vocalist at home. It's so fun! I can see e children enjoying themselves. Dun even have to go arcade to play when u can enjoy this kinda entertainment at home.

Met up with my insurance advisor just now, who looks quite motherly in her 50s I think. She provided me with many informative details that I ought to know for my own policy as well as plans that I might be keen to take up. We met up at TBP and she treated me BK for dinner. Started off with casual chats. Felt comfortable and no-stress talking to her. She shared with me her recent hkg trip and I talked abt my family, work, etc. Nothing to in-depth but pretty sufficient for her to advise me some gd policies to take up given my current budget and needs. At e end of the day, I felt gd bcos I learnt more abt my current policy instead of not knowing what I'll be paying for since it's going to be trsf to be my acct shortly. I also felt like I've just attended a FOC insurance lesson. Know more abt e coverage of e life, medical and savings insurance. It's always gd to know more. In the meantime, I will need to find out what are my current policies with other insurance co. before buying more.

Sis shared smth interesting with me this noon. She said Hui Ting replied her "cleee-ver" when she praised her saying, u are such a clever gal. She has e capability to reply her and she's only like 2 mths old?! And this is not the only words she heard her say b4... she told me she also replied "okay" once. I can't rem what's e other one. But I know that she haven't say mama before. I bet Sis is waiting anxiously for that day to come!

Still thinking of e door games to block my cousin. Wondering if it's easier to talk it out when I meet up with e sisters. I dunno whether to play really stupid games like making e brothers kiss each other for 1 min or wear some bras outside or wearing some bananas over e their pants and getting e brothers to eat them. can be silly but it all depends whether are e sisters and brothers ON to play all these. Otherwise, we will stick to e slightly safer games like getting e guys to pass on seaweeds using mouth only, writing out love poem on the spot, etc. We only half an hour to play. in any case, im gonna make my cousin sing even if it's just chorus only. Was thinking of printing e lyrics of Boy Zone's "No Matter What" for him to sing aloud that day. they have hired a videographer and e morning "door clashing" games will be played during e wedding dinner, we have to make it fun. otherwise, we would have kept it simple. lolz!

gtg... zzz.

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woo~

Sunday, October 25, 2009, 11:59 PM

A miracle happened to the baby sling that was intended to be sold off in eBay. Was rather surprised that the staff at Kiddy Palace at Lot 1 would accept the used baby sling to be exchanged for another one. Sis bought it at another outlet in Jurong Pt and didn't even bring her receipt along. The staff was aware that the baby sling was used and washed before and it was bought just last week. The staff is really flexible! She just need Sis to provide her I/C no. at the counter and she could even exchange it for another baby sling at a lower price. There was a difference of $16 and she topped it up to get a $20 kiddy palace voucher. Wow! Isn't it wonderful?

Had a gd time with Edwina and Sis. Sis wanted to have a haircut cos of e hot and humid weather. She can't stand it, even tying up in a small pony tail doesn't help. And guess wad?! now she's having a bob hairstyle that looks so much like our dear Edwina. lolz. twin sisters or smth and i must say that the hairstyle SUITS her! i'm also sick of my not-long-not-short-fringe and i'm having bangs and have e back trimmed as well so that it'll be neater.

Cousin was kinda desperate when he found out that he couldn't surf net anymore after auto-updating his IE version to IE8. He smsed me for help but I'm no better in IT. Hence, I tried getting help from my frens online while I was outside and guess Tian Sheng gave me e best ans -uninstall IE8 and get it reinstall again and the previous setting will be restored. That's how it works for Windows XP according to him but he's not sure for Windows Vista.

Awhile ago, my cousin came to my hse with his lappie and we tried uninstalling it. Window Vista is really complicated - IE8 is not considered a program, hence u need to remove it by uninstall it's UPDATE (not program). Under control panel, there's no such thing called "add or remove" program, and u gotta go and find smth else called "programs and features". We were so glad that after uninstalling IE8 and restarting the lappie, it was back to IE7 without even reinstalling anything. It's solved. My cousin kept thanking me but I think I didn't help much, it's more of my friend's and online advices that help.

Thot that it would be a gd chance to use his lappie to test if e passion card website would have e same prob like safari browser when signing up e passion card as mentioned in previous entry. I was testing it on my pc but it failed on me. Using my cousin's lappie, it WORKS perfectly well. Yes! So glad that I've successfully signed up for e passion card & e aerobics class (every Thurs evening starting from 5 Nov till 21 Jan next yr), paying $52 in total. Thank God that I dun have to purposely make a trip down to Radin Mas cc this coming Sat! Yeah, another thing down.

Biao Sao also came over my hse just now to pass us the wedding invitation card. Had so much laughters talking to them. They have so much more to plan for their wedding. Cousin is looking into the lunch buffet catering options online. Wedding scripts more or less settled, just that e emcees will need to dry run e script one of these days. They just managed to confirm the seating plan today. My cousin is telling me that he will have 3-4 brothers. Sisters wise, my biao sao is looking for a gd time for me to meet up with them. It shd be somewhere in 2nd wk of Nov. By then, I hope I can get ready the song to make my cousin sing out loud to my biao sao and also decide on games so that we can start getting the materials. wooo~ many things to do.

Thank God for giving me such a gd wkend! <3

Yest night, in e middle of my slp, can't move at all. Suddenly felt like being tied up at my chest area and i tried to scream but no voice came out. Inside my heart, all I could do is to repeat AMEN lots of time. Pple say it's to do with e nerves but it's more like being attacked by ghost or smth! Dunno if i'm too tired or what. I experienced this twice in 5 mins. I was really scared that i have to slp next to my mom and hold her hand. I slept at 1am yest nite and managed to slp until 11am plus this morning. Not too bad.

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feeling gd

Saturday, October 24, 2009, 11:59 PM

Didn't attend GenRev today but went for ear candling in e noon instead. e detox massage that comes with it makes me feel so relaxed after that. this round they are using e candles that are worth $88. compared to the 1st trial that is worth $38, it's much more effective in terms of clearing up the ear wax. money well spent. e gd news is that they are opening a new outlet in Bugis and they say I can go there next mth, yay! =)

Met Cyn @ 3pm at ECP for our cycling session. e timing and weather is superbly gd! God is gd. i just have to declare that. i wouldn't trade e gd day spent with nua-ing at home. this whole week was a dread and finally i can spent a day with my gd fren. Cyn brought me to the shore near Safra Resort National Service and we started picking really small seashells. We collected some and put them into e mineral water bottle with only 1/6 filled. Love e pearl-like seashells that we picked. The spectrum colours that reflects when e sun shone on them. So pretty! 2 hrs of cycling is indeed a gd exercise. When it comes to the up-slope, i could tell that we both are super lack in exercising bcos of our poor stamina. Thighs just aches using too much force and panting while talking at e same time. most prolly we are gg to have another cycling session soon. ice-skating/roller-blading to come one day. haha.. roller-blading is not my forte definitely. o.O

"You're worth so much more than this." This is 2nd time that I'm given this message from my dear fren. Sometimes we are just too obsessed with getting to know e ans. I wish I can just kill e cat in me. If we have so many doubts when it comes to a person, a guy, a bf, e security is no longer there. Since that's e case, why do we still want to ask e person anything when we can't even trust e person in e 1st place? Like how Ed told me abt her case, I can understand exactly where she's coming from. Even e most independent and logical person can be blinded by love or let emotions overrule their logical thoughts. In her, I see myself like a mirror and I can tell her straightaway what she shd do just like a counsellor, so why can't I apply this to myself? I know I can do it for sure!

I find that it's a joy to be with pple whom I can relate to. It's always such a peace to be hanging out with the right person at the right time. It's God's work which I believe so. U just can't get enough of the goodness that's being given.

Would like to mention that it's also a joy to be remembered by frens. Eg. few days ago, Steph specially smsed me to tell me that she has put in my name under her wedding dinner's seating plan listing and thought i might nt be able to attend it due to crashing with my holiday trip next yr. i assured her that it's not the case and would gladly love to attend. it's a sweet feeling to have gd frens who really treats u as a true fren even thou u guys seldom meet up or really contact much. <3

Had gd food today too! Hokkaido Corn Ramen @ Ajisen and shared e side dishes, California Maki and Crab Croquette, with Cyn. Later on, we went to Dome to have drinks (latte for her and mango smoothie for myself) and shared e blueberry brownie cheesecake. Very NICE!! not sinful hahaha. The ambience of e cafe or rather e setting makes us feel like we were in some western ctry. so cool! And I love e new pair of white sandals that I've gotten for my cousin's wedding. U.P is $59.90 and i'm only getting it for $19.90. Love e blings that comes with it but e heel is a little high given that i have to run about in e day time but heck. so long as it's pretty, everything is worth it. thinking of doing DIY pedicure since it's open-toe. personally feel that it wouldn't look nice without any nail polish to go with. haha.. super vain as usual.

passion card still can't sign up. ah mei concert tix still on hold. still no news on ebay for e baby sling item that i'm selling. giro application for my singtel/singnet bills are not done. dental appt is not fixed. Soup spoon vouchers are not utilised (last day is on 31st Oct). hoping all these can be done by next wk.

It's a beautiful day. Thank you Lord for every gd thing that has happened in my life. Amen =)

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not smooth!!

, 12:32 AM

contacted my insurance agent on an impulsive mood. it's like i dunno who on earth is my advisor and i just called e insurance co's hotline to enquire on it. after which just wanna call my advisor to change to my bank acct to deduct the ins premium. who knows she's gonna meet up with me to review on my policy. it's gonna happen next wk. i pray hard it won't be too complicate and i dun end up signing more policies with her man. i just want to know where my money lies and not dumping $ everywhere.

wanna sign up for e passion card but stupid thing is that i can't do it online. there's required field that is grey off even when i attempt to type in the box but there's nth at all. tried Safari, Firefox, Camino and D also tried IE for me on mac, all failed! only 1 conclusion, e webbie has a prob OR only windows is able to read the form. urghhhh.. just wanna do it and it's stuck again.

wanna sign up for e aerobics class with Jean but it can only be done after i get e passion card registered since there's gonna be disc straightaway off e bill. so i'm stuck AGAIN~

just gotten e script from my biao sao and my dear fren is vetting thru it. looks like there's gonna be some amendments made to e script cos e English version is more of directly translating from the Chinese version, which doesn't sound too smooth. lol.. hope my fren can liaise with my biao sao via email directly and get it iron out.

just wanna be more focus on my work, meeting up with pple, enjoying life, throwing abt emptiness in my dictionary and have time for myself doing things i like and still have enough rest!

urghhhhhhzzzzzzzzzz.... NEED A GD GD SLP!

12:32 AM.
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wow

Thursday, October 22, 2009, 11:49 PM

How can i not trust God for bringing me such a great gift.

After knowing that my Biao Sao is looking for a male Emcee for their wedding this afternoon, i checked with Keith, e new guy in my team, D, WX, etc but all came back saying they were not up for it or have no one to recommend. Suddenly i rem JT whom i've not kept in touch for yrs. he was in my msn all along. His response was like a miracle that happened! He said he dun mind helping out and he just need to find a suit. i was so excited that i told my mom abt it and e next moment, i nearly fell off e chair. Informed my Biao Sao subsequently and she just called me back awhile ago to update me more abt e door games and changes to the schedule for e day. date is drawing nearer. we are all so excited yet there's alot of things undone. i haven't even meet up with the sisters~ lols.

Hahahaa... I've just set up my Ebay acct yest and started to post e baby sling photos online today. i hope i can find a buyer and start trading soon. Feeling super stupid. was sitting on it for so long... like setting up this acct which i could have done it for yrs. BUT it's not too late after all. just gotta start somewhere, yeah =)

Haven't register for my yoga class... Jean tot they are taking in too many pple like 30 for a class but i tot it's good to keep my sundays occupied; instead of going on a weekday at 8pm. it will be very rush for me esp. during this crazy peak period and b4 yoga session, u are not supposed to keep ur stomach full. Shall see how it goes! Crossing my fingers for some gd news even though i wasn't exactly sure if i shd get a yoga mat or not. Do i prefer dance or yoga?? Anything that keeps the body healthy will be a gd activity i guess. Next time when i'm old, i'll consider going for qi gong as well =P

Smth ridiculous happened over. i was utterly shocked when Ed told me abt it. Looks like we weren't happy with someone's act but there's nth i really wanna comment abt. just tot it would be gd if my fren were to see it for herself and glad that she did. well well, alot of things are better left unsaid. i'm glad i didn't.

Still fighting hard with e sleepy spells that comes after lunch or sometimes ard 3-4pm, which I understand why some pple need to take coffee to perk up their day. Some pple like me, cannot take coffee will feel nauseous thereafter. That applies for high class starbucks coffee as well, no cure man. So I would rather have smth to munch on or to take 5, just kidding... not smoking but just tabbing my face with water. Haizz.. how can I ever have a gd rest when it's all abt work. Even if i wanna hang out after work for other stuffs, e next day, i would go crazy with e lack of slp.

This coming Sunday, still deciding whether to go to church/meet up with my cousin & biao sao/meeting Sis to get a new baby sling. As for coming Sat, if it's gd weather (pray hard), i may go on with my ear candling and cycling plan. Tot of borrowing a gd book on London or getting some travel guide magazines at Borders one day. so much to explore.

Lis needs a gd break and be exposed to the nature. Will i be able to find a guy who can appreciate life with me, indulging in all e gd things that life has to offer? i wish that my Mr Right will appear in my life one day soon. Dreamy~~

11:49 PM.
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f*cking tired

Wednesday, October 21, 2009, 11:58 PM

Lis is not getting all e fun she wants but hey! she's happy that her fren is there with her. I just need to get out of e norm or vicious cycle and do smth different b4 i go bonkers!

Was supposed to be watching (500) days of Summer with Jas, WX, Hendry they all but it's too much of a coincidence! Jesus!

Jean said that she could bring a fren along for this FREE movie screening for Prudential insurance clients and it so happened to be on Wed, 7pm (today as well) and e location is perfect, Vivocity! It means I dun have to rush off from work.

Warning *below para contains SPOILER*

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The show itself was rather disappointing bcos I dun even feel much of an excitement or sadness for this "love" story. I was reading e reviews of pple who have watched it and it seems so nice and all. Prior to the show, I was still thinking if I would cry or smth should it remind me of things that he and I shared. But it's boring thru out e show. I was watching so attentively, no yawning whatsoever but e plot just dun interest me. For e very fact that the main leads Tom and Summer wasn't even together at e end of e show. Yes, there's a twist in e story where Tom gotta meet another gurl called Autumn but this really isn't e ending that I sorta expected.

Even Jean agrees with me that she dun really enjoy e show, I won't recommend this show to anyone.

11:58 PM.
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Lis!

Tuesday, October 20, 2009, 11:23 PM

do smth meaningful! at 1st, it may be a dread or wadsoever, but u gotta learn and do it right. dun depend on anyone else. pls learn to be real independent. stop thinking no love in terms of bgr means it's gg to be lonely or empty. it's nth of that sort. life itself is meaningful. everyone shd have a purpose in life, God brought u to u world for a reason! *self-psycho-ing*

Needs a proper to-do list to tell her what are the things she has to do and have to make her super motivated to do them all.

- do up her homework for her Europe trip in Jun '10

- finish up current facial package & NOT sign up with them anymore

- enroll for her yoga class either at SSC/CC by end of Oct

- get her white sandals/heels b4 28 Nov

- go for Body Wellness massage by 31st Dec

- get a proper casing for iPhone asap

- go for ear candling whenever going ECP to cycle

- save $$$!!

Dun forget to relax at her fave place at Orchard Border/Kinokuniya at Ngee Ann City. Some pple love to buy bags/shoes but her ultimate love is always on dresses! whoo~ happy to even think abt it. =))

zzz.. time to zzz! super tired once again.

Lis, pls jiayou and never fall for e 'deadly drug' again!! pull urself out of it. life is beautiful. pls believe in it!

11:23 PM.
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Happy post

Saturday, October 17, 2009, 11:59 PM

went to Sis place alone. at 1st was thinking of gg with Jas^gal, Jean or Edwina but ended up, they were all not available. not very sure of how to go to Sis' place again so have to be v alert when it comes to taking e bus and which stop to alight. while queuing up at e bus 335 lane which was not clearly divided, an auntie asked me if she's queuing at the e right lane cos she said it's her 1st time taking e bus. Suddenly a thought hit me at that instant: Fear not, for u are always not alone =)

still in e lack of slp mode. hehe. seeing baby princess makes everything worth it. she's still small in size but weight has increased alot definitely. when Sis played and sang songs to her, she's smiling. e kinda smile is priceless ^^

Hope Sis can continue to cope with her current life. In life, there's always ups and downs. I do believe that Sis will able to brave thru everything. Rem that Jesus loves u yeah~

Sec sch's outing is considered a gd one. There were pple whom I didn't get to see for 2 yrs or so since e last chalet. We have all changed in a way or another but e ever-so-familiar feeling is there. From e dinner at Hooters to having ice cream at Macs after that, enjoyed e chit-chatting sessions much.

Over at Hooters, Edwina & Meah Meah went on talking abt their recent Europe trip that got Jean & I excited as well. whoohoo~ I was thinking it would be a gd idea if we can save up and go travelling to such western ctries some days in e near future. Who knows e more we talked abt it, e more excited we were & we were gg to plan a 2 wks trip that's coming up next yr. gonna do lots of homework so that it'll be a gd and fulfilling trip with lotsa sightseeing n shopping.

Something to look forward to ^^ haha!

11:59 PM.
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crazy

, 11:48 AM

i need distractions and whatsoever!

i didn't cry a single tear.

i dun need to do that bcos it's not worth it.

but e pain is there. definitely!

many things i wanna erase off from my mind.

i wonder seriously if i can take it shd i hear or see it for myself

that he's now with another....

we are of different status now,

so why do i still care?!

e BU GAN XING feeling is there!

i am allowing u to eat up my life?

no way man, i'm gg to stand up stronger

the next time i (happen to) see u.

this makes me realise if we can,

dun ever love a person too much,

u will get hurt much more than u think.

being loved is much bliss.

i nvr regretted loving a person,

but i think i could be overdoing it this time.

accepting e reality is hard for a person

like me who loves to run away from things.

i realise that e more i couldn't take it,

e more i will tend to let it out by telling others.

is this e only way to heal?

i can't be typing all my feelings out in e fb status.

in e end, i chose to text to u instead!

ur assurance is never being trusted by me.

now i understand why it is better NOT to know anything,

than to know something that i shdn't have.

u are being too much!

11:48 AM.
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urgh

Friday, October 16, 2009, 7:44 AM

i felt like i am not gg to survive later bcos i'm only sleeping at 2.30am or even later last night! screams!!

the ktv was ok.. but i regretted looking at e phone. now i can clearly rem e wallpaper pic and some other ones. e qns revolves ard my mind. how to be assured that it's nth when e action and words dun tally. aiyooooo... tis is totally crazy. how can i not feel anything? too sensitive maybe. duhs.. it's e past, why do i still bother? suddenly i feel that nth has changed from the way he talked to me, etc. that's e most scary part huh. e heart is no longer there but e actions are so misleading. yucks.

7:44 AM.
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...

Wednesday, October 14, 2009, 11:45 PM

I asked myself a qn, do i bear to delete off all e pics that we've taken together back then and e ans is still a no. looking at them brings back (fond) memories that I dun wanna remember. I better not rash to do things that I might regret one day. Deleting e pics is only one button but if I want e pics back, it would be so much harder. I only keep them in my hard disk and also some old pics in my laptop but no more in my desktop. So if my hard disk should die on me one day, it's all fated then. Having been together for so long, I dun really have much pics of us as in physical ones, but only a neocard, a newly bought one on e superstar virgo and a few more which I didn't use in doing up e scrapbook.

Treating u as a fren is easy. But did u treat me like that too? Even e last sms, did u even reply? All i asked was that did u even download an app called avatar free. U just stopped replying me after answering my other queries regarding fb in safari/firefox. Luckily i'm not e same old silly gal who will wait for ur sms. whatever bah... we just have to understand that pple come and go in ur life. Even e person u deem to love u very much will still leave u one day. We just have to learn to accept this cruel fact. i have learnt to cherish u very much in e past so much so that i love u with all my life. i will still move on with life e way all of us want me to be. one thing i can never figure out is how fast guys change. they can say how much they love a person, even e gd impression that i have gotten for u when u showed me how much u loved ur ex and how long u took to forget e old flame, the same thing didn't apply to our r/s at all. it just shows how unworthy our love was back then. i may have misunderstood it altogether but nothing matters now (this is e same cold response i've gotten from u before). dun tell me that u cherish this r/s or friendship for now, i will not buy that. anyway, dun think u will even be reading this post.

e best part is that im e one initiating this breakup (yah, u love to tell me that) and u are reciprocating it so well huh. how come i feel that it's e other way round? before i forget, i better crown u a prize for being e fastest person to get over this r/s.

enough of all nonsense. f-u-c-k o-f-f!

11:45 PM.
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Some updates...

Tuesday, October 13, 2009, 9:10 PM

More wedding photos gotten from Nelson's cam. Lurve e outcome of e pics. Taken so clearly and professionally :D

Lis is super slpy today. Colleagues could tell and they tot I'm having e going-to-fall-sick look on my face. This can't happen. I'm rejecting all sickness in Jesus' name. Amen! I dun think I'l be sick anyway. We humans are gd at it right? If we are gg to fall sick, we can tell from our body's signals.

Today morning, I've gotten a 'bomb' but was resolved quickly with e help of my fellow colleagues. I must learn to handle things in a pro way like them too. There's much to learn!

Bumped into my sec sch fren who also worked in e same building as me, was asking her if she's gg for e sec sch outing this Sat but she doesn't seem keen cos only 8 person including myself RSVP in e fb event. tsk tsk. I still hope it'll be fun thou... it's like how many donkey years nvr see some of them le.. they better dun fly kite man. the pple who turn up would most likely depend on how well the organisers do their job huh. hope it's a fun meetup!

This sun will be a gd one too. I believe so! ECP cycling.. whoohoo~

9:10 PM.
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