urugh...
i hate myself for being so soft! what to do when u meet with someone who really no longer care?! i told margaret and she says that nobody understands him more than i do, but i believe what i see too. when there's no actions from him and everything he does reminds me of e past, incidents that i have brought up in our arguments... then shd that make me give up more on him?
i have e dilemma of wanting to get over this and move on, but i do hope to give him a 2nd chance by forgetting e past and start ALL over again... is it possible with his character?? i hate to say that it's a no and i am stuck here again!! dear, why are u so cruel towards me and our love?
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