I believe in all the gd things that are happening to me so far is all bcos of u, Lord. I'm truly blessed even though many a times I didn't realise it right from e start. For the day that I chosen to make that decision, I know it must be u that caused this to happen. It's a lesson learnt and I'm still learning and picking myself up along the way, I know it's not an easy journey but it's u who has made me realised that I really have a lot of true frens that I can count on and are by my side even though I seems to have neglected them at times. They appeared in my life when I most needed them.
Like today, I enjoyed Cyn's company to the fullest. It's so comfortable sharing with her things that I never thought I will be sharing with her like this in such a gd atmosphere where everything just pours in. It seems like we are getting closer from the initial chat-chatting sessions to teasing each other in a jokingly manner till today's heart-to-heart talk. We shared a lot abt our lives. I find that it's really great to have someone telling u all the positive things that u need to hear.
Yest night I was quite down after watching the TW Drama, Change Change Love, which reminded me alot about him and I. Having said that I've moved on, there's still alot of things that I just can't forget. Rest assured that I won't be looking for him like how my urge came in last time. Yes, I have successfully kicked e habit. However, it's not just a habit but a relationship that we are talking abt. Now it's less than 2 mths since we were officially over. I will set a limit to 3 mths as a maximum time to heal fully. I won't let this affect my life anymore. What's past is past, what's e point of looking back at something that has gone when u can start looking fwd to better things in life?
I believe that God has sent angels into my life to walk me through this path right now. I also think that many more good things will continue to happen. In the meantime, I just wanna praise and thank God for all the blessings given to me. Amen!
2:11 AM.
