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I asked myself a qn, do i bear to delete off all e pics that we've taken together back then and e ans is still a no. looking at them brings back (fond) memories that I dun wanna remember. I better not rash to do things that I might regret one day. Deleting e pics is only one button but if I want e pics back, it would be so much harder. I only keep them in my hard disk and also some old pics in my laptop but no more in my desktop. So if my hard disk should die on me one day, it's all fated then. Having been together for so long, I dun really have much pics of us as in physical ones, but only a neocard, a newly bought one on e superstar virgo and a few more which I didn't use in doing up e scrapbook.
Treating u as a fren is easy. But did u treat me like that too? Even e last sms, did u even reply? All i asked was that did u even download an app called avatar free. U just stopped replying me after answering my other queries regarding fb in safari/firefox. Luckily i'm not e same old silly gal who will wait for ur sms. whatever bah... we just have to understand that pple come and go in ur life. Even e person u deem to love u very much will still leave u one day. We just have to learn to accept this cruel fact. i have learnt to cherish u very much in e past so much so that i love u with all my life. i will still move on with life e way all of us want me to be. one thing i can never figure out is how fast guys change. they can say how much they love a person, even e gd impression that i have gotten for u when u showed me how much u loved ur ex and how long u took to forget e old flame, the same thing didn't apply to our r/s at all. it just shows how unworthy our love was back then. i may have misunderstood it altogether but nothing matters now (this is e same cold response i've gotten from u before). dun tell me that u cherish this r/s or friendship for now, i will not buy that. anyway, dun think u will even be reading this post.
e best part is that im e one initiating this breakup (yah, u love to tell me that) and u are reciprocating it so well huh. how come i feel that it's e other way round? before i forget, i better crown u a prize for being e fastest person to get over this r/s.
enough of all nonsense. f-u-c-k o-f-f!
11:45 PM.
