i need distractions and whatsoever!i didn't cry a single tear.
i dun need to do that bcos it's not worth it.
but e pain is there. definitely!
many things i wanna erase off from my mind.
i wonder seriously if i can take it shd i hear or see it for myself
that he's now with another....
we are of different status now,
so why do i still care?!
e BU GAN XING feeling is there!
i am allowing u to eat up my life?
no way man, i'm gg to stand up stronger
the next time i (happen to) see u.
this makes me realise if we can,
dun ever love a person too much,
u will get hurt much more than u think.
being loved is much bliss.
i nvr regretted loving a person,
but i think i could be overdoing it this time.
accepting e reality is hard for a person
like me who loves to run away from things.
i realise that e more i couldn't take it,
e more i will tend to let it out by telling others.
is this e only way to heal?
i can't be typing all my feelings out in e fb status.
in e end, i chose to text to u instead!
ur assurance is never being trusted by me.
now i understand why it is better NOT to know anything,
than to know something that i shdn't have.
u are being too much!
11:48 AM.
