Learnt smth that I tot it's something that I ought to know.I dun wanna rash into a decision but I always have this problem.
acting impulsively without thinking of e consequences.
Now that I know that this has already happened,
do I still want things to go on further?
I dunno why, B says that he's not afraid of bringing back e past memories but maybe i shdn't have contacted him again,
perhaps it's a gd test to know if he has fully moved on.
I dunno why this happens or how it happens.
He has went thru similar things that i'm going thru now bcos of me,
How shd i really feel?
Did e same thing happened to WK too?
Beats me *Shrugs*
But I guess for that, there will be lesser pain
for them cos we didn't even started a formal r/s at all.
To me, once a r/s is carried on too far
and separation is happens,
it's an entirely different thing.
That's when I thought I dun wanna experience
a breakup ever again! It's too torturous.
Love is such a complicated thing.
Why do I want to let sorrow and disappointment fill me,
when I have the right to choose my own happiness?
If I can, dun let chances slip away again.
I dun want the same stressful thing to happen
again like my past r/s.
This isn't what I want all along.
I need someone who really appreciates me for who I am.
Not one that takes me for granted.
11:45 PM.
Learnt smth that I tot it's something that I ought to know.