waiting for my appetite to improve,
as i no longer can have e luxury to munch my bread in e morn
bcos i have too much disruptions.
i can only do so b4 work which i nvr wake up early enuff to do so.
w/o breakfast, i find that my energy n concentration lvl is affected.
i broke e promise of going to gym with a new colleague
bcos i simply can't find a gd timing to do so.
if i were to go after work, i must ensure that i dun feel too hungry.
this is to do with lifestyle? time management? or self-discipline?
i need to take charge of all these and not let my life go haywire anymore.
more n more things seem to happen.
everyday i will encounter different things.
it's no longer e same as before bcos it's much happening.
i hope that i can deliver my service well
as time goes by.
some pple are pinning high hopes on me,
from the way e words they say directly/indirectly.
i know that it's a long way to go.
it can be challenging or fun.
it's stressful or fulfilling.
it's either u can do it or u can't.
if i can survive, it means i will go a long way.
pple are there to encourage me,
to guide me, to teach me,
to give me tips, i dunno...
i gotta trust them more.
i won't be left alone bcos they will always be there for me.
i do feel a little stress
bcos of the many things that i dunno,
and it seems like i must find out e ans no matter what.
at e same time,
e stress is different from last time.
somehow right now,
there's really sense of satisfaction
when u managed to finish a task given.
i just hope that i can get e basics right;
dun miss out the must-do things
and pick up more things as i go along.
there's still a long way to go.
i can do it!
1:06 AM.
